Maybe I am being emo right now because I am sick… I don’t know…

There is something I read once… Some people come in to your life to stay forever and experience your life with you. Some people come and stay for just a period of your life to teach you something then they go. It isn’t intentional… it just is. We all have these forever people (family and friends) and we have the short termers. There is no mention on how to deal with the loss of a relationship. Romantic relationships… some believe to just have another one. This concept however can’t apply to a family member or a friend. I mean seriously… that would just be odd, “well I just find a new cousin I don’t know about or start hanging with a new friend.”  It just isn’t me to have my relationships with people to be like that. I always seem to stumble upon great people and don’t want those great people to have a “times up”. Maybe that’s just the part of me that tends to be all in it or nothing, but once I am all in it, I don’t know how to go back to nothing. I seem to fail at this :-P If some one knows how let me know… lol!

I have been told that some people that once were will come again and stay and some just maybe periodicals. I haven’t really had this happen yet, but I hope that it does. There are a few people that I miss greatly that I so much wish were a part of my life. Some it stings a little to think of and some I just miss the shit out of.

I will forever be grateful for the lessons I have learned from others, the ones that are here today and the ones that aren’t so much. They have taught me so much about me and the kind of person I want to be.

Until next time of the wacky wilde thoughts of me….